i should be high right now. cause of the following reasons.
1)lack of sleep (for no reason, i just woke up real early having slept real late last night)
2)went to watch a whole day of badminton. really really shiok. haha. can't wait for next years' event when i am going to make sure that i can drive myself there to watch the whole season. now that i went to watch with a open mind,not supporting anyone when i went. i found 2 new idols. haha. crazy right? acc to dear kailing. PETER GADE and LIN DAN. actually taufik is up next and closely behind. he's so boy boy and cute. haha. anyway you get the point. me very very excited.
3)had late dinner. went to eat nice nice prawn noodles.

but in all, i'm still restless. now sitting in front of the computer, can't really bring myself to do anything. think i haven't recovered yet.


tmr having the 2nd chadian meeting. can't bring myself up to the mood too. although things are going well, but i feel so not in control. and pessimistic about some tings. its rather personal feelings and thoughts that i have. not targeted on the group or wat.